Confusion

It all goes like this... I am working as SE, but i dont like the work and I still tend to work in the same place as i think there are no other options for me.

I liked a girl and again comes a confusion, shall i go for her or not. I lost her now. :(

You know how its like. Mind boggling, everywhere there is confusion bugging me.

Wat happened to me, when I turn back and look at myself. It was me, yes its this bugger.

One nice brad, who graduated from not so famous college in Chennai was so enthu about his future and his dreams.

Got a job in a well reputed S/W company. Days were good, initially. But then started turbulences, the real side of corporate started showing its effects.

Project dead lines, huge competitions, Peer to Peer ratings, Performance appraisals, what not all the crap!!

Even though i worked hard, there was always a sense of fear and confusion, which makes me ask myself: "Am i right or am i wrong"; again confusion in every activity that i do.

Damn with this bloddy life as a good kid with niz S/W job, but beating myself behind the bush.

Wanna move on, explore new things, see new places and meet new people. I want my happy life back. Enough of being a damn slave for this corporate cultures, ruining and missing simple moments of happiness.